I was at the last water station, the Phantom Boat Beach,
just a short walk from the Black Bridge which led to the South Kaibab Trail.
The last but also hardest leg of my rim to rim to rim, Grand Canyon run. I had
already run 37 miles. I was exhausted and if this was an ultra-marathon race
like a 12-hour race I would have ended my run happy with my effort. Yet I had
no choice but to hike out. Running this climb was impossible for me. I was out
of options.
I needed to refill my water bladders. Then I was going to
eat some snacks to get some calories before the six miles of steep climb some
of which would be in the dark. After drinking some water, I took out some gels
to get me some energy and electrolytes. I then planned to take out some energy
bars. A great plan that my stomach was not in on. I barely got some of the gel
in when I immediately threw up. I immediately knew I could not eat and would
need to really push myself maybe harder than I ever had before to finish. I am
sure that I looked as bad as I felt.
As I was putting on my running vest, I heard a man’s voice “Excuse
me excuse” in a German accent. I looked over and saw a family of four. “Hi”
I replied. With a surprised tone in his voice,
he asked “Are you just starting your hike to the rim?” I looked over at
his family and could tell that I was an object of intrigue to them. Who would
be starting a climb like that so late? (It was after 5 p.m.) “Yes” He responded
“How long will it take you?” I then said “I am doing the Grand Canyon
from the South Rim to the North and back up the south in one day. It will take
me over 16 hours.” We then chatted a bit they were from Germany and were
just as in awe of the canyon as was I. Not sure why but that friendly
conversation motivated me, and I knew I had to go into “badass” mode.
I crossed the Black Bridge and took a long look at the
Colorado River, knowing it may be the last time that I will be this close to
it. The six mile hike out of the canyon is extremely steep. I just kept moving
slowly but steadily. I did, however, have to stop and get my breath back. While
I had plenty of water, I knew that I would be going through it fast on this
climb.
At this point, I was not a joyous runner like before, snapping pictures and taking videos. I was more in survival mode now. Despite that survival mode I did often stop and take in the views as it kept changing with the setting sun. The canyon has a way of making you stop and take in Mother Nature. I also messaged my wife through my Garmin InReach that it would take a while to get out.
A couple of miles into my climb I passed a young couple with
heavy backpacks resting along the trail. I was surprised that I would see
someone else. I thought I was the only one who would be on the trail this late.
We exchanged greetings. I was hoping that they were on their way down because
with those packs and the look of exhaustion on their faces it would be near
impossible to get out. A little later I passed a father and a son hiking up the
trail. The son seemed to be college age and was walking ahead of his father
than waiting for him. We exchanged admiration of the views as the sun was
setting. The father asked me “Are you
going to the rim?” which to me was a stupid question. There was no other
option on this trail unless you were going to curl up and sleep on it. I almost
gave a wiseass remark but reframed and said yes. I was worried about them
because they were dressed for a short hike and seemed in over their head.
The wind began to really pick up for the last three miles
which were in the dark. I had to take off my hat because it was about to blow
off several times and I grabbed it just in time. I thought of putting on a long
sleeve shirt or jacket, but I really was not cold because I was working so
hard. With darkness and only guided by my headlamp it was a slog up the canyon.
The wind was still howling, and it even blew the tips of my trekking poles.
This sometimes meant that they did not land where I wanted them to. I had never been in such strong winds on a run
or hike before. I thought of that father and son and hoped that they had
headlamps. I followed the trail up and up. Occasionally seeing a spider or
other bug. I was startled when a rat scurried two feet in front of me.
I stopped often to rest and when I did, I would turn off my
headlamp and look at the stars. I also glanced down the trail to see if I could
see the lights of that father and son. Yet it was just total blackness.
I tried to message my wife that I was a short distance from
the trailhead, but my phone had died. I would call her when I got to the
trailhead. Less than a mile from the top I met two women who were just starting
their rim2rim2rim. A strange time I thought since it was after 9PM. They would
spend most of their time in the canyon in the dark. Then again maybe their
return would be easier. Though you will miss a great amount of the grandeur of
the canyon.
When I got to the South Kaibab Trailhead, I took a wrong
turn and headed to where the mules are kept. I eventually found the parking lot
and took out my phone to call my wife when the phone rang, and it was her. I
told her I was at the top and would meet them where she and our friend Ed had
dropped me off about a half mile from the trailhead. (Private cars could not
drive to this trailhead.) I started walking the road but then broke into a jog.
I got to the end of the road before them and just waited. I
was out of water and was craving a Gatorade. I messaged them that I wanted
that. Luckily when they arrived they had a Gatorade for me. I looked like hell
and felt even worse. I was tired. When we got back to our hotel room they tried
to take care of me. I am sure that my friends Ed and Sue were stunned to see
how awful I looked. My wife has seen me come home a mess many times after grueling ultra-marathons but this was a new
sight for them. My wife presented me with a finisher medal for the run. She
knows how much I love my run bling.
Even though my stomach was empty, I could not eat. All I did
was down liquids—Gatorade, lemonade, orange juice and a beer. Then I took a shower and went to bed.
I have run 100 miles, 50 miles, ultras in snow, rain, and in
the mud. Yet this run may have been the hardest run I ever did. That last climb
tested me because I had nothing left in the tank but still went on. It is amazing
how much you can accomplish when you have no other option.
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